Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Steampunk? Steampunk.

Seven months ago, I met some friendly looking steampunks at maker faire, who happily handed me a card with an e-mail address on them, and ever since I have been bemoaning the fact that I lacked one crucial piece of paraphernalia. Yes, it's true, I didn't have a single pair of air-ship-suitable goggles.

And, because I am stubborn and foolish, my response was not, say, to buy and modify a pair of welding goggles or swim goggles or some other form of goggles, but to scrounge around and ponder for a while and finally decide to make something passable out of a piece of leather I bought in high school and the lenses from a pair of cheap Harry Potter costume glasses. I had to add a bit of wire I had lying around, two brass purse buckles (for fasteners) and a toilet paper roll (to support the eye sockets), but my apprentice goggles are finally done. I'm reasonably happy with how they turned out, although I already know several things I should have done differently. I have been utterly incapable of getting a good picture with them on my face, (due in part to a couple of the things I should have done differently) so these two of them on a table will have to suffice.



I'm thinking lose or re-attach the nose bridge because it's lopsided and it makes the entire thing look even more lopsided than it has to be. That should be a reasonably quick fix and it should help quite a bit. Next step would be adding an LED flashlight, and possibly jeweler's loupes. Although I'm not positive where to put them so those plans are still on the drawing board.

The next project is the big one: Corset. (Dun dun dunnn)... I'm somewhat more confident on this one for several reasons: first, I'll have a pattern; second, I've already made a few boned bodices, and the step up, while a difference in magnitude, is not one of substance; third, I'll have a pattern; fourth, it will not involve leather; and finally, I'll have a pattern. Did I mention I'll have a pattern? Because that's pretty important. I'm about up to drafting patterns for dresses (and I did the goggles free-form, which is why they came out lopsided), and I'm 99% confident I'll have to alter the corset pattern, but I must admit that I'd really rather not have a lopsided corset, which sounds like just about the most uncomfortable thing on the face of the planet. (Ouch.) I'm trying to decide whether or not to (photo-)document my progress re:Corset. I'll probably end up not doing it because I am a lazy bum and after painstakingly writing down everything I do at work, I don't know if I could handle bringing that amount of rigor to my "for fun" projects as well. Also because I don't think anyone much cares.

Along the way, I think a pair of spats are up (I still have all this leather), possibly followed by gloves (if I still still have all this leather), and/or a petticoat. But those are all relatively quick projects.

Tomorrow: Circus, or Science. I promise.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

How I have been wasting my time

To celebrate its 350th birthday, the British Royal Society put 60-odd papers online. I've been reading through them, as a method of procrastination which is hard to tell from my 'real work' of reading a slightly different set of papers. There are some real gems there; I particularly like the early medical papers on dogs, and the one about the effects of standing in a furnace on body temperature (read: homeostasis ftw!). But possibly the coolest thing about it is you can see the modern scientific format being born: those early papers read more like letters between friends than prestigious scientific publications, (Ben Franklin's 'I've heard you've been talking about these lightning rod things. Here's a cool experiment I did with a kite' is especially nice in that light) but slowly they become more rigorous and formalized. On the other hand, I still haven't gotten through the Bayes paper, if only because it is mathematics and hence much more formalized and technical. Oh, and it's fifty pages long.

They provide background info and commentary, too, and generally it's review articles that are reasonably accessible to a lay audience I think.

http://trailblazing.royalsociety.org/

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Punctiliousness

Taking "precision" and adding "puncture"?
Doctors with bad handwriting should not, Sarah thought, be tolerated. Poor penmanship was a sign of a lack of precision – either in thought or in motion – which could be deadly when the hands exchanged ballpoint pen for forceps and scalpel. Or even syringe. Try arguing that to the madman with the needle.

“You won’t let me stitch you up because of my handwriting?” he asked, graying eyebrow twitching upwards condescendingly.

“No fine motor control. You’d make a mess.”

“Would you rather a scar?”

Sarah gritted her teeth and shook her head. Her penmanship, of course, was perfect. “I’ll do it.”

Monday, October 26, 2009

Lightning Bug Costume

Below: Pictures of how the lightning bug costume turned out! I believe there are more (or will be more shortly) on Facebook. In particular, pictures of me making my funny "Why are you taking a picture of me?" face. And other funny faces. Because... yeah.

First, one with the lights on, so you can see the antennae and the green sparkly petticoat:



And then one with the lights off so you can see the actual cool part; the glowing hem:


At the dance on Saturday, the lights were dimmer, so the hem showed up better, and people picked up on it a lot faster. On Friday, the lights were fairly bright, so people kept asking me why I had a battery pack on my hip. Also, on Saturday, there was a toddler dressed as a witch (most adorable witch ever) who was absolutely fascinated by the fact that my skirt lit up -- in part I think because the hem was at eye-level for her. So periodically I would go to move and she would be tugging at my skirt, staring. It was 1/2 adorable and 1/2 "Oh no, one of these times I'm going to step on her and her parents will be furious."

On a side note, I'm debating whether I should participate in Nanowrimo as usual or make a new costume in November instead. I don't think I can do both, simply for lack of time.

On another side note, my antibodies came in today so I started experiments! Woo!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Thoughts

Today was a blur; or possibly three blurs; or possibly innumerable blurs -- so many blurs that they all start blurring together. Everything about the day felt detached from anything else, but not in that pointillist sort of way where each event stands out in stark contrast, nor in that infinite day sort of way where there are just too many things happening to take them all in. In a buzzing, absurdist-philosophy sort of way where I'm walking down the street but it feels more like I'm watching myself walk down the street (and if I had a gun in my hand and the sun shone a little brighter, I might just fire the gun, but it wouldn't really be me doing it, it would be the sun and the heat and the... I don't know what. On a side note, I never really appreciated Camus before I started feeling like this; Sartre seemed -- for lack of a better word -- more constructive. There's something about internality/externality and free will there that I won't get into because it would be unimaginative regurgitation of something I heard somewhere, probably).

Lately, I feel like if I stop moving, even for a second, I don't really recognize myself, or I don't like what I see. It's like; I started dancing because I was bored and I was looking (probably) for someone (which I know and I knew was not a reason to start dancing so I insisted that I was looking for something, namely, a hobby), but now the dancing has just taken over in a way. That doesn't make any sense. Maybe what I'm saying is just that when I stop dancing, the vague dull loneliness comes back and I wonder why I can't get any of my student friends to go dancing with me and why I don't really feel comfortable calling my dance partners 'friends'. And so I didn't write this weekend because I was dancing, which was certainly nice. But it left me feeling (always leaves me feeling?) sort of detached from myself, in a strange way.

On the other hand, I'm already dancing basically every Monday, Tuesday (if you count silks, which I do), and Friday (and quite a good number of Saturdays as well), with dances I've been meaning to check out on Wednesday and Thursday as well. So, it seems to me, it very well might be possible to never stop dancing. Except on Sundays. I don't know if that's a solution or not. Or even if I have a problem. Perhaps I am just very, very, tired.

And that's as close as I can come to an explanation for this drabble, which popped into my head almost fully formed.
Brooke stared at the mirror; dark brown eyes stared back.

She blinked. So did they.

She pulled a face. The mirror mimicked her grimace.

She touched the smooth glass surface.

She frowned, and turned away, not knowing what to make of it.

Gary was still in bed. He yawned blearily and grabbed her hand as she sat on the edge. “You’re up early,” he mumbled.

She smiled indulgently. “It’s almost noon.” And then, on a whim, “What color are my eyes?”

“Blue,” he answered. “Is this a test?”

“No,” she said, and kissed him, and resolved to sell the mirror.
Almost, because as initially written it wasn't unsettling; it just sounded like he didn't know what color her eyes were. Maybe it still does, I'm not sure -- I think some ambiguity in that direction is good. But it should be ambiguity, and not "Oh, well obviously..."

Thursday, October 22, 2009

An Attempt at a Return

I think my relative absence of late can be described in two words: qualifying exams. Namely, they were just over a week ago, and I passed. Hooray! Now, perhaps, I can actually start research. If I'm lucky.

(On that note, and somewhat predictably I'm still waiting for antibodies to come in. The exciting life of the biologist.)

And, since I'm now into the long phase of graduate school, the one that takes four or five years and ends (if you're lucky) with a thing or two you can publish, I'm trying to use this transition to get myself back into some habits that I enjoyed, back when I did them regularly. (Things like, say, "cooking" things other than ramen and canned soup, and getting more than four hours of sleep a night.)

Also, writing. 100 words a day, either fiction or science, although I predict that the science will be harder on account of needing to get through a lot of definitions. Hopefully, sticking to one conclusion of one experiment will help. As an inauguration (reinauguration?) I've done two: 100 words of fiction inspired by the word "aesthete" and the fact that it was defined not as someone who was sensitive to beauty, but someone who cultivated sensitivity to beauty:

To be done properly, the experiment needed a control. It was a fact: you couldn’t test a hypothesis without a control. And the best control was… well.

The student thought it clever to name him Damien. Of course, the student who named him reaped the rewards of Damien’s first three years, took a few fMRI scans and graduated. That student was long gone before Damien stitched a sentence together; already tenure-track at a remote institution when Damien hit his troubling teenaged years.

The police found him, transfixed by the gore. He turned to them, smiled, and said, “Isn’t it beautiful?”
And 100 words of science, summarizing one finding from this article in Nature last week (which fits a current paradigm of science today which is: When in doubt, sequence!).
Methylation is a chemical modification of cytosine bases. The prevailing dogma is that mammalian genomes are methylated at cytosines found in the dinucleotide CG; and only in a genomic context where CG is rare. DNA methylation in promoters of certain genes has been associated with repression, and this association has been generalized to a differentiation hypothesis: cell-specific methylation stabilizes cell-specific expression which yields morphology. However, we may have been looking in the wrong place. A recent paper found methylation in embryonic stem cells at non-CG cytosines, and these sites were the ones that most changed between ES and differentiated cells.
I'm thinking, perhaps, that a sentence limit or a larger word limit on the science might be good. I don't think that turned out very well.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

A little randomness...

When I'm explaining my research to laypeople, I usually start out with something along the lines of "With a few exceptions, every cell in your body has basically the same genome." The obvious exceptions are usually places where genome modification plays an integral role in the differentiation process itself -- for example, B and T cells in mammals, whose rearranged receptor loci are responsible for antibody diversity, or the massive numbers of copied, lined-up (polytene) chromosomes in Drosophila salivary glands. In each case, the rearrangement is specific: you don't see rearranged immunoglobulin genes anywhere but in B cells, and you don't see polytene chromosomes outside of salivary glands. These are the mechanisms that the body uses, in certain very rare occasions, to tell one cell from another in a permanent way, or to leverage a genome into doing something that it might not otherwise do. Most cells, on the other hand, are differentiated by chromatin state, protein expression, and other mechanisms which are relatively stable, and relatively permanent, but don't touch the genome sequence below. That is the basic reality which allows a skin cell to be reprogrammed by a certain set of transcription factors into a stem cell: the modifications may be different - the clothes may be different - but underneath it all it's still the same genome - it's still you.

Of course, there's another kind of genome instability that's covered in every genetics class: this is the instability caused by transposons, or jumping genes. This kind of instability is the bad kind, the kind that is unregulated, random, can alternately do absolutely nothing or fundamentally alter the expression of important genes. They are semi-autonomous genetic parasites; the remnants of long forgotten viruses which live on in our DNA; the rats in the lower deck whose numbers must be kept down for the health and safety of the ship itself. Most organisms go to extraordinary lengths to keep these transposons silent. DNA methylation seems to have been evolved for this purpose: by chance, organisms which put a chemical modification onto repetitive sequences of DNA, thus shutting it down, were less likely to be prey to transposon insertions and thus had more stable genomes and better reproductive fitness. DNA methylation of transposon sequences is the one constant of DNA methylation; even in Drosophila, transposon sequences are highly methylated, while the rest of the genome shows no sign of the modification whatsoever. Transposons are reactivated very rarely: a few seem to be important in placental development to do typically viral things like repressing the mother's immune response, and in one example in plants, transposons are reactivated in the endosperm in order to provide RNA templates for RNA-mediated DNA methylation in the embryo (I think). Notice one similarity for both of those examples: transposon reactivation occurs in extraembryonic tissue, not embryonic tissue. What a thrill, then, to learn that this 'bad' kind of genome modification could serve an entirely different purpose.

A paper published in Nature this week shows that L1 elements (a certain kind of transposon that happens to be particularly prevalent in humans), and in particular human L1 elements, are unmethylated, expressed, and capable of insertion in human neural progenitor cells (NPCs). They go on to show that brain tissue contains more copies of the L1 sequence than heart or liver tissue. What does this mean? It means that your brain is likely a genetic mosaic, with different cells harboring these L1 insertions in different numbers and different places. Some insertions could do nothing, and some insertions could kill the cell (in which case they would be lost), but some insertions could prove disabling-but-not-deadly, and some insertions could be advantageous. And since different neurons might have different insertions in different places, this means that there might be a(n epi)genetic reason why different people think in different ways. Even better, this process would be ongoing in neural progenitor cells -- as your brain develops, it is changing and redefining itself by which cells have insertions in which genomic loci. And, since the entire thing happens in the brain, none of these rearrangements are passed down to any children you may have, which might go some distance to explain the non-heritable portions of intelligence. Finally, and perhaps beautifully, as NPCs accumulate these insertions over time, they will, by chance, pick up an insertion in some essential gene that causes their own death (there's a Russian roulette metaphor there that, for once, I will spare you).

The fact that the neural connections in your brain are a plastic, ever-changing structure has been known for quite a while. The idea that the very genome of your brain could also be plastic is, as far as I know, fairly new.

Aside: Personally, I think that this is one of many similarities between extraembryonic tissue and neural tissue, which is yet another reason why the placenta is a very interesting thing to be studying. Also, if you want a cool genetic phenomenon, you should look up "chorion gene amplification" in Drosophila and perhaps "endoreduplication" just in general (it happens in mammals too -- in the placenta, as a matter of fact!).

Edited to add: If you want to read the editorial in Nature, go here. Or, if you want to read the original paper, it can be found here.